new years eve is fun sometimes, but it tends to be like a sleazy orgasm for me. youre into it until you bust and then youre like i just wanna ditch this dude and go somewhere else
NYE for parties. I haven't felt the Christmas spirit since I was 14 years old and it's just whatever to me now. Hopefully this year is different. I'm gonna decorate my room and make it all festive and watch a bunch of movies to see if that helps.