I think my "I think I'm straight" phase stunted my first crush experience b/c I always assumed that if they were a member of the opposite gender and I thought they were nice to me I had a crush on them I used to always wonder if it was weird that if my "crush" asked me out I would say no
When I finally did accept that I was a ghey (only two years ago nnn), I hated every guy and told myself I was gonna be an asexual ()
Then last year I had my Can't Be Tamed era and finally started seeing the good d for what it was...my first actual crush was on this cute (older ) boy in my Chemistry class..he was smart, nice, super attractive we sat one seat away from each other and he always looked so good and I thought he might be a ghey too since his eyebrows were so good (), but alas, he started dating one of the most popular girls in school
Now I'm back to finding everyone ugly and unbearable nnnn, so he's kinda my first and last crush at the moment...a mess.
In Pre school I had the biggest crush on this girl named Kiana. I still have a picture of us on our pre school graduation day She was quite bossy though
It was in 6th grade and lasted all through high school. He was my best friend (straight guy by the way) and I fell for him because of his personality & how nice and protective he was of me. Sometimes he would say and do things that were like "okay are you gay or nah". He wasn't the most attractive (he got so hot now! He works out) or popular guy when I we were best friends. In high school though he joined football and I lost him forever. He started hanging out with his football teammates. I fancied him from afar. He would say hi or sup everytime he would see me but it wasn't the same. Sometimes when I was having a bad day and he would say hi to me I would get so happy and that would make my whole day! I haven't seen him in a long time and my feelings for him have gone away. I never told him and I don't regret it. Funny thing is he liked my best friend sister in laws sister but she doesn't like him.
Now I have a crush on an actual gay guy but I feel like it's worse cuz this guy is actually gay and he has a chance with me but he's an idiot and doesn't realize what a prize he is passing up if he doesn't step his game up with me. the only reason why I'm waiting for him is cuz he is a nice guy, he is an amazing kisser, a cute guy, and I know he will make a lot of money in a few years so yeah.
Ugh. The first real crush I remember having was this guy named William when I was in Kindegarten He was latino, and would always spike his hair up before class with water in the bathroom and I thought he was so cute I ended up writing "I Love William" on one of my worksheets when I was scribbling and when he saw he was just like ".....uh...... why is my name on this?" and I told him I was talking about some new singer named "William Williams" and he actually believed me and we stayed friends after that until he moved
I think he was my first legitimate crush. I would randomly give and get guys to give me Britney Jeans before that
It was in 6th grade and lasted all through high school. He was my best friend (straight guy by the way) and I fell for him because of his personality & how nice and protective he was of me. Sometimes he would say and do things that were like "okay are you gay or nah". He wasn't the most attractive (he got so hot now! He works out) or popular guy when I we were best friends. In high school though he joined football and I lost him forever. He started hanging out with his football teammates. I fancied him from afar. He would say hi or sup everytime he would see me but it wasn't the same. Sometimes when I was having a bad day and he would say hi to me I would get so happy and that would make my whole day! I haven't seen him in a long time and my feelings for him have gone away. I never told him and I don't regret it. Funny thing is he liked my best friend sister in laws sister but she doesn't like him.
Now I have a crush on an actual gay guy but I feel like it's worse cuz this guy is actually gay and he has a chance with me but he's an idiot and doesn't realize what a prize he is passing up if he doesn't step his game up with me. the only reason why I'm waiting for him is cuz he is a nice guy, he is an amazing kisser, a cute guy, and I know he will make a lot of money in a few years so yeah.
Omg that's just like me and my crush. If he talks to me or even if he just says hi I get super happy and then I can't stop thinking about it.
This boy who used to be my neighbor and best guy friend. He moved here when we were in 3rd grade and then moved away when we were in 6th, we ended up completely losing touch.
He told me he liked me though, I just didn't want to tell him I liked him back. We were only 11 though so whatever.
I don't remember my first crush! I need to concentrate to remember. basically I was a child thot..like I crushed on a new boy/girl each week lol I remember falling in love even with anime characters
When I hit puberty tho I only liked guys and my first puberty crush was this guy called Jonathan (pronounce it in french). He was hot and super tall
I had several crushes on women before I came out to myself (and I think they were legitimate acrushes too, I guess due to society influencing me to suppress my sexuality) but one that stuck out to me was this girl in middle school whom I had a crush on for two years. I just moved from Oklahoma to California and I remember her being really friendly toward me, and I remember relating to her a lot because her family was from Oklahoma. I was never willing to confess my feelings to her not just because I'm shy but also because there was already so much drama in middle school I didn't want to get involved in. I eventually got over her though, and I helped my friend ask her out (but they only lasted a few months nnn). I've always been interested in what it would have been like if I kept in touch with people from my middle school (I didn't keep in touch with any of them at all since they all went to private schools except me). Knowing myself know, I would have probably been on friendlier terms with her now.
My first male crushes were two guys in high school though (I came out to myself halfway through freshman year). One of them was the first guy I ever met in high school, I didn't know anyone in high school he was in my freshman orientation group so I immediately got to know him. He was really friendly and I immediately fell in love with him. I remember staring at him during AP Human Geography and AP World history during class time. I've mostly gotten over him when I accepted the fact that he's probably straight, though, judging from the way he acts around girls and from the people he follows on Instagram. Then again he once liked this photo about wanting to date Zac Efron, so he might be bi? I always assumed that he just liked the photo on accident.
The other guy (and the only person I really have a crush on now) I only met at the beginning of last school year. I don't know how I fell in love with him, I felt like one day around the end of the year I just developed feelings for him. I think it's because I realized that he fits all the qualities I look for in a guy, particularly because he's really smart. I don't know if he's gay at all, I've always assumed he was since always dresses nice and I've seen him go on Tumblr. Hopefully I get on closer terms with him, though. Even if he wasn't gay I feel like we would be great friends because we have the same interests. Honestly that's one of the reasons why I like him so much. All of my other crushes I partly developed a crush just because of the way they looked, but this guy I had a crush on mainly because we have so much in common.
Not me writing an entire essay. I should go to sleep now. Sorry if my font color hurt your eyes.
This guy came to our school in sophomore year (is that what you Americans call it? Year 10 in New Zealand, 2nd year of high school) and he befriended a mutual friend and then I became friends with him too and we were this cute little best friend threesome. (OMG I just got really nostalgic and sad thinking about those long hot summers we spent hanging out)
Anyway one day we slept over at our mutual friends, and we shared a queen bed (in different sleeping bags) and in the morning I woke up and I just remember looking at him differently. He was Italian, and had these thick curls and was just kinda cute even though he was nothing special.
Three years of LUSTING later, he had bulked up, become the legitimate hottest guy in the school, and started dating a mutual friend (they still are 5 years later, I stayed at their house for a week when I first got back from Japan at the start of this year ) and thankfully that crush was more or less dead by the time I finished high school.
I remember listening to this song one night when I had reached peak depression about this unrequited love, and I have never cried harder than anything upon that final realization that I was gay, he was straight, and that was that. Have never had a crush on anyone like that again, and I hope I don't again. It was painful.
First crush was on a Chinese girl named Jennifer in my second year of primary school, then one day she pissed her pants at lunch time and I ignored her for the rest of my time at school. I dont remember having any gay feelings until around year 6 (about 10/11)
I can't remember my first crush story. Maybe when I was in 6th grade. The guy was so hot but now he's just an ugly
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First crush was on a Chinese girl named Jennifer in my second year of primary school, then one day she pissed her pants at lunch time and I ignored her for the rest of my time at school. I dont remember having any gay feelings until around year 6 (about 10/11)
My first crush was in the Kindergarten. Me and a friend snuck in the girls restroom to see her in there. She let us watch her pee and touch on her . She told us to smell and lick our finger when we touched it too.
I havent seen her again after that year. I recently found her on Facebook though
My first crush was in the Kindergarten. Me and a friend snuck in the girls restroom to see her in there. She let us watch her pee and touch on her . She told us to smell and lick our finger when we touched it too.
I havent seen her again after that year. I recently found her on Facebook though