Anyways, I have been working this job for almost two months now and it's been terrible. It's a job that requires a lot of physical effort but that surprisingly isn't the problem. It's the mental acceptance of the job. I literally over think everything. I'm pessimistic by nature and it's worsened my mindset towards thinking negatively while working. Quitting is an option but there are no other jobs on ground and I'm moving from this axis by November ending. Sistrens, please give me some advice. How do I continuously stay motivated until November ending. Please and thanks!