I mean there's only been one relationship where Ive messed around with other people to get over my ex and after every hookup I would just lose my **** and be all sad again It was tha worst. That was damn near 10 years ago. Now, i don't hookup alot. Probably like once or twice a year if that. Some people can do it but i'm not one of those people who can get over someone by laying under someone else and I lowkey hate it I have to like, just deal with tha pain and hurt
Yes tbh, especially my last hook up (in July) i felt numb and way too easy. I was literally sick to my stomach and disgusted with myself. I even threw up, haven't had once since.
Although I'm currently talking to two guys right now, idk if I might go with it.
But it's such a horrible feeling, especially since all my friends are in relationships, I feel like a cheap ****.