+ I'm confident in my intelligence and just who I am as a person, my looks/physique, and my future as a whole (really feel like I'm destined to be successful in the career paths I'm pursuing).
- I'm simultaneously insecure and plagued with self doubt in almost every aspect of life, including the points listed above

Like, sometimes I even doubt if everyone in my life legitimately likes me or they're just friends or in relationships with me out of opportunism/convenience/pity, etc

I also constantly doubt myself at work especially when I don't get validation, feel hideous the 50% of the time when I'm not feeling myself, etc.
I'm a living reverse warholian experience, tbh.