I never had a large scale breakdown. But I had several ultimate down moments.
At the end of Junior year (2 months), I just completely shut down academically. I gave no ****s anymore. Luckily my GPA for that trimester was high enough to sustain me.
My second one was after I broke up with my first bf and I was like dead the next day at school.
This was pretty close to how I was the next day.
Although a lil faster since I couldn't be late for class.
Those were years ago so I think I'm much more stable now.
I never had a large scale breakdown. But I had several ultimate down moments.
At the end of Junior year (2 months), I just completely shut down academically. I gave no ****s anymore. Luckily my GPA for that trimester was high enough to sustain me.
My second one was after I broke up with my first bf and I was like dead the next day at school.
This was pretty close to how I was the next day.
Although a lil faster since I couldn't be late for class.
Those were years ago so I think I'm much more stable now.
That's my problem though. I can't control myself. So it's best that I just don't drink/do drugs. I suppose that's control though. But as soon as I've had a drink, I'm gone. 1 drink is too many, 100 isn't enough.
Yes once. I was like 14 and had watched gay p0rnz on my dad's computer and then he told me he took it to work to get it fixed by the company's technician and I was DYING cause I was going to get exposed and I went into my room and had a literal panic attack, and then eventually calmed down and accepted my fate.
Why was she acting like that? 
i'm in a happier healthier place in my life now so its less likely to happen thankfully 
