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					Originally posted by Ibrahim  Hello guys, these couple of days have been tough for me, and while I was away I realized that shutting myself from fun thing will only make me worse, so I was wrong to think that I must shut everything down to focus on one thing, because by doing this I forgot to "live". 
So I want to have fun while fighting what is trying to get to me and I hope to get better soon    
I'm really confused myself to what is happening to me, I think it's depression but I'm not sure since I'm always positive about what happens in my life, I don't want to waste your time explaining, and I realize that I'm saying all this to people who don't know me but oh well (I don't think you guys realized I was gone actually   ) CandyBling deserves to know know at least. 
I love my time here and I want to know you more guys and enjoy myself and throw some shade and drag the goats   
Sorry for talking so much I just felt wrong coming back when I said I wouldn't. | 
	
 just read this welcome back. whatever you are going through look to your heart as to which were a product of your own choices in life or something you had no control over, dont let outside forces affect your happiness. compromise first while working on your emancipation. big hug