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Originally posted by Remmy
Night night  Gonna try and rest + fix my sleep schedule. It's 5:11am so it's not the best time to accomplish that but it's a lot better than 10am and 12pm ddd. Bye.  |
lol jk couldn't sleep ;/
but while I was attempting to sleep I saw a movie in my head. It was about me, Taylor Swift and our relationship. We were very in love until one day we sat down and realized that our music careers are too big and important for us to maintain our relationship due to how much time we spent away from one another. So we broke up and I had to move out of her New York apartment (the one that's in a tall af building and she had one of her secret 1989 things at.) So anyways she was my first real relationship as well as my first breakup so I took it hard. It was raining on the day that I had to get my stuff and it was really emotional. My driver brought me up to the building and some people on my team went up and got several boxes that had my things in them. I went upstairs one last time to look out of the windows and see the beautiful view, while also shedding a quick tear. I left the place, went down to my limo and cried even harder as we drove away. Next scene I'm sitting on the steps, pouting, in the backyard of my mansion (apparently I kept it and didn't sell it during this situation) and there's raindrops hitting the water in my pool (slay that cinematography.) Apparently everyone else previously in my life (family, friends) were all dead and Taylor was the last one there for me so it was a really hard experience. So hard in fact that later on, I realized I still had the key to her place and while she was on tour and not inside, I went back in and went up to the huge balcony. I looked down and thought about jumping, thinking that I have nothing left to lose and that the pain shouldn't be worse than the pain I already have in my heart (dd.) Then I jumped and somehow survived(?), which led to a dramatic hospital scene. Taylor heard about the news and visited me in the hospital and broke down crying. We had a tear-filled discussion about how this breakup made me react and then she reveals that she also was really saddened by the whole thing and it changed her as well. So we both let out our feelings and realized that we really aren't ourselves when we don't have each other around us. Then we got back together and it was happily ever after.
Fun times.
