When I turned 20 I felt old since I'm no longer in the teens, and now I turned 21 a few weeks ago and feel like a real adult... or at least I should act more like one. Not really old, more like I wasted a lot of time and haven't done much with my life yet and my youth is going fast. Maybe I do feel old, this is depressing.

As soon as I finish college I might have a breakdown lol. At the same time I can't wait to be comletely independent and to do whatever i want.