This situation is even harder when you live among conservative society. I never told anyone about what happened to me. I was once watching a TV talk show about child molestation with my mom and she looked at me and asked me if I was molested. I have never felt scared to death. My relationship with her is strong, but I just couldn't tell her I was raped by a man we both knew

The man wasn't gay at all, he was even married with kids. So, even if I exposed him, no one would believe me.
I feel nothing but sympathy for this man. "Till it happens to you, you won't know how it feels."