Not graduate college and move to New York. But I have to finish college and hopefully that'll find me a better job in the city.

I want to get pregnant but can't

Get a sugar daddie

Move to a big city like Berlin or Paris. Currently I don't have the funds nor is there any way I could go to university there.

Get Lasik so I can ditch these contacts (and get the corrective lenses restriction removed from my license) but, I just can't do it. I've even had it scheduled but freaked and canceled the day before. I have this phobia for some reason like something will go wrong and I'll end up blind.