I have a 12 year path to become a Psychiatrist, so if I end up hating my job I guess I'd have no choice but to kill myself

I mean... I'm also interested in cinematography, marketing, and accounting, but there's no way I'd ever be able to dig myself out of debt

As of now, I don't. It's such a negative way of thinking.

More than one.

The dream is to work for LiveNation, if not, a radio/TV host of some sort.

I can't really see a way in which my current career could fail, but if for whatever reason I had to change it and do something else I'd go back into retail.

Back it up like a Tonka truck

I don't even have plan A.

I might just become a teacher if I don't end up where I wish, professionally. Either that or a prostitute.

No I didn't and that's why I've spent years in limbo, slowly leading to a path of destruction

If my parents die and I'm really depressed and things aren't going well career-wise, I'd turn to gay ****. It would mean bottoming...and getting snipped...but suicide is far more likely. **** living on a planet that doesn't have my mum on it.

chaturbate

No. I don't even really have a plan A. I'm a flop.