I think she's trying to say if you were black and gay you would have conflicting emotions because both something terrible and great is happening at the same time.
I think she is saying that black gay ppl will be semi happy semi sad thisvweek. Because they just got racially targeted at a black church and got killed whilst at the same time they should be happy for the gay marriage thing. It's a juxtaposition in emotions
Because white and asian people aren't dying? LGBT people aren't hearing of deaths of white or asian people? Weird. So the people in France, or the tourists/people that were killed in Tunisia don't "matter"?
Debbie Downer teas. Can't let people celebrate something positive without trying to bring negativity into it. Just let the people be happy for today MIA.