Woke up with no memory of how I got there again. I should have been more terrified this time, considering that I was in a hospital and that my belongings were lost. But this did not faze me at all. I felt relieved. I wish to wake up everyday in a place where he is not present. The white all around me was comforting. I felt re-birthed, rejuvenated. I was content that I lost my mobile. In a way, it felt like I have finally got rid of all the people as well.

I did not want to know how i got there, but they told me anyway. Policemen found me naked, unconscious in an abandoned field. I have got bruises on my arms. But the only pain I'm feeling is where the doctors injected needles into me. I loved watching my blood draining out of me. I felt human. To my dismay, nothing was wrong with me and they let me go. I was heading to the police station to file a complaint about my lost mobile. Did not want to do it, but I had to. If somebody uses my phone to do illegal business, I may get into trouble.

I have been wearing these dark clouds in my heart for so long. But now they are stuck over my head, and I guess it keeps raining on me because everywhere I go, people seem to be concerned about my behavior. It has become so apparent that I'm concealing things inside. The policeman was caring and knew that something was up, but I kept silent. I was there to file a complaint, not to chat. "Talk to someone," he said after the procedures were done, "make some friends". My passion for writing poetry is gone, but I guess talking to this virtual diary may help a little.

Returned home and he was there. My insides burned. One of us should die soon. I don't know how to go on living like this, but at least I have some more alcohol stocked. Hoping to wake up somewhere far after I black out.

Morning

I wasn't gonna get up this early but my mom came in my room so I was woken up by that ddd. But she asked me if I'm interested in seeing Jurassic World (and I am) so we're going later today. And apparently there's cookies on the stove so y'all know I'm 'bout tah snaTch

I'm not much of a Britney fan anymore, but How I Roll is giving me all kinds of life.

Liam from Eastenders went to my high school and he's an awful person and i'm pretty sure he's gay

One of the best on FF.

Good noon!

I agreee... what kinda messy foodfight!

The first original "Applause-esque" vid
Is better.

So my family won't Pizza Hut but want me to pay.........

Agreed


My favorite from FF after TTWE.

My mum did say she'll pay me when she comes back but I know she'll just say "Can't you just leave it? It's for your dads birthday" or something. Like non sis I just spent £££ on a holiday - I'm not paying to feed yalls fat asses too

!! Actually, I'm listening to some tracks from the album and FF isn't as bad as I remembered it to be. It's certainly a lot cuter than most of the major pop girls' latest efforts.

Yes finally Only Man In The World changed that creepy avi