nnnnn sis, let's not lie to ourselves. I look good in selfies but I look tragic in motion, a mess. And I sound gay (but I think that only happens with my family tho, I've searched more vids of me and I speak normal I think) and my arms movement are some Taylor Swift weird stuff.
Aw sis, there's nothing wrong with being a little feminine. Whoever told you otherwise is wrong! I used to struggle with self-esteem issues as well so I know how you feel.
But I know that there's nothing wrong with being feminine, it's just that I didn't notice until now that my voice was like that sometimes and that's not who I want to be neither who I feel identified as so idk, I'm having a crisis