The last time was March 7th (Sydney Mardi Gras/gay pride) and that was hopefully my last time.
I can't handle alcohol. I black out every time I drink. I've recognised that I have a problem in the past, and have quit for 8 months, a year, 6 months, but then I think "I can handle it...I'll just pace myself this time, and will drink water in between drinks." Nup. As soon as I've had one, I'll have another, then another, then another. Then I'll feel tipsy. Then there's no going back. I'll just drink until I black out. I embarrass myself and my friends so much.
So, I can't drink
