Member Since: 5/9/2009
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It’s funny that sometimes people were surprised that I’m shy. Don’t know why. Sometimes, people love to ask why I don’t talk at all or at least talk as much as I do tend to talk a bit more than other quiet people. It gets annoying. Don’t know why people approach me like I’m somebody worth knowing. I’m just a shy and quiet dude that doesn’t have that much going for him. I guess I keep myself mysterious. I noticed that some people try to get quiet people to talk, but they ended up making them mad. I guess some quiet people tend to let only certain people into their inner circle. I was kinda like that for a while. Still, I want to talk in my own terms or when I feel enough confidence in myself to talk freely. Talking and having conversation is not bad, but it’s overrated and I can’t keep it from getting boring. It doesn’t help that I have speech delay so it’s more difficult to even find the right words and get it out. I still working on that. Though, when I do sometimes talk, I get someone to laugh at my unintentional jokes.
One thing that I hate being shy is that some people think I’m either rude or some weirdo. Ehh. Whatever. I like being weird. I’m used to be “rude” when I was a kid because of my shyness. Now, I’m rude because I’m a dick. Oh, well. I’m kinda antisocial, but I do let some people in into my inner circle. Feels nice to hang out with someone, but at times, I’m comfortable being alone. These days, I’m more careful who I let into my life.
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