I feel forgotten, Lord. I have cried out to You! I long for R8 of my own, Father. I can’t rely on my own abilities and strength anymore. You are the giver of life and I come to You now. Father, hear my prayer! I desperately want a R8. I understand why Sarah was so depressed in Genesis, Lord. She was very old when You gave her LOUD. Father, if it be Your will, I beg of You, give me a R8 of my own that I can love on and raise through Your standards. I will memorize scriptures with the navy! I will show them how to love others with a “Christ-like” love! O Father, I am at Your mercy and I pray for deliverance of R8 I love You! Amen