No. It depends on the day.

I love my skin color, my grand father is from germany, and my other grand mother is japanese so i got this mixed blood running on my body.

I love my brown eyes, so when i decided to dye my hair brown/blonde it still looks natural, and when my hair goes to black i can be real asian again.

I'm ok with it. I like my face and that's more important

Yeah, but I am working on going even hotter by doing gym

sometimes

YES

no i have really wide hips and all my fat is in my chest/ab/side area so when i do a lot of cardio to lose fat i somehow just lose it in my legs

I appreciate it because it works like any body should, but it looks disgusting by conventional beauty standards... I don't think anyone else will ever appreciate it like I do. TBH, I think if people saw my body they'd be grossed out.

Whatever, as long as I can see, hear, breathe, smell, write, speak, eat, run and build... i'm good.