Here you say all your hatred discreetly. You use no swear language. The aim of this thread is to lighten the weight in your heart and open a better future for yourself. You try to keep it discreet, something you would tell your mom about in a short story.
Let him go. I tried to be there for you in the past, but more than three times is enough. You're smarter and worth a lot more. Please stop talking about him all the time when you know damn well he's not good for you. My patience is running out. Cut the crap, girl.