Originally posted by dwuw That spanish reference Now gurl

aoujflna I was a mess for that

Not ORGANIC love fkfjfklf;

Originally posted by Golden Not ORGANIC love fkfjfklf;

Today I won't eat
To make me feel complete
Trust me it's worth it
To stop me feeling worthless

But Is it worth the pain
and driving myself insane?
I think I'm there already
and it feels beyond scary

Don't do this to yourself
Why can't I love myself
I think that I need help
Ending this battle inside

When days are high I feel alive
Then crashing down the cycle starts
The mirror strikes me like a knife
And it's drilling in my mind

It hurts, it hurts, because I haven't ate today
My body says stop but my minds screaming stay
It's sad, it's sad, the world made me this way
Tomorrow comes around and it's another day I'll say
Today I won't eat

Started when I was only ten
Been poisoned ever since then
I'll sweep it right under the rug
Like my parents felt they could

Now I've got the habit
And some things never change
There's no help left for me
So I'll just ride on through the pain

Don't do this to yourself
Why can't I love myself
I think that I need help
Ending this battle inside
With my two fighters on the sidelines

When days are high I feel alive
Then crashing down the cycle starts
The mirror strikes me like a knife
And it's drilling in my mind

It hurts, it hurts, because I haven't ate today
My body says stop but my minds screaming stay
It's sad, it's sad, the world made me this way
Tomorrow comes around and it's another day I'll say
Today I won't eat

I won't send out a cry for help
It's rooted somewhere too deep now
And contrary to what you'd think
I really don't want to die

It's within myself and I can feel it
I just need a helping hand
But it's hard to reach the lowest depths
Where you'll find half of my mind

When days are high I feel alive
Then crashing down the cycle starts
The mirror strikes me like a knife
And it's drilling in my mind

It hurts, it hurts, because I haven't ate today
My body says stop but my minds screaming stay
It's sad, it's sad, the world made me this way
Tomorrow comes around and it's another day I'll say
Today I won't eat

Pears just had to steal my thunder



A peaceful mind, a sleepless dream
The night takes over my body
I walk through life, through the trees
Of emerald green

Originally posted by Golden

And you need to stop projecting

Originally posted by Jezang Looz But you need to eat to survive you better get to your kitchen. But nice lyrics I'm loving these

aoiufljanf it's personal sis

Originally posted by Jezang Looz But you need to eat to survive you better get to your kitchen. But nice lyrics I'm loving these

If no one’s looking for me
Am I nowhere to be found?
Got lost in the voices of a ghost town

So tacky

Originally posted by Golden So tacky

Are you okay?

I noticed you've been talking to yourself lately.

Do you - perhaps - need a friend?

Originally posted by EuphorianSea aoiufljanf it's personal sis

Originally posted by Jezang Looz Eh. I guess I don't know the background story so I'll leave it at that. It made me sad reading them though I wanna write some bangers but I need a beat to inspire me or something.

Whenever I try to write more upbeat songs, I always find a way to make them sound so melancholic Maybe I need to start delving into torch songs! I feel like I could at slay them

Don't pull the trigger
We have a child
Wash away the bitter
My soul is wild

I know you caught me
But it wasn't fair
You walked in at the wrong time
He was here to fix the stairs