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Originally posted by Rihinvention
Sometimes I hate it, because I think "what am I doing with my life? Why am I wasting so much time discussing such pointless things?" I read teenage gay boys fighting over pop stars, bringing up endless statistics to try and tell other people that their personal opinions are wrong, without realising they're just being biased, and I think "I'm too old for this ****."
But the past 5 I've felt my depression coming back for the first time in over a year. I went to gay pride/Mardi Gras on the weekend and relapsed. I did drugs and drank a lot and blacked out. And from the few memories I still have, I did some really, really embarrassing stuff, in front of every gay guy in Sydney. It's nice to just come here and talk to strangers about something that I'm really interested in. A hobby that no one in my real life seems to be that interested in. I dunno. It's kinda nice to just have you guys here to talk to as a distraction for when **** isn't going so well.
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To Rihinvention It's not pointless, if you find it interesting. 
Not to go all Dr. Phil...but it probably wouldn't hurt for you to go talk to a "life coach"...that is not the same as a "therapist", that tries to diagnose you with a condition. A "life coach" just puts you back on track...or for lack of a better term, smacks you in the back of the head to wake ya up, when you feel like you are going to run off the rails again.
That's just my 
Back to the OT:
I like it most of the time...ATRL is like an entertainment/music news hub. I'm lazy...I don't like to hunt for things
I hate it sometimes, because you can get banned for the most ridiculous things...some people take things way too seriously. I'm like lighten up...these people that you are passionately defending to the death; really don't know, or care that you exist.
