I have days where I'd rather eat a bowl of bird poo than read another twink using an overused term/phrase/slang but then on other better days I chuckle & giggle at everything.
ATRL is at it's absolute best for me when I wake up after a night out and I'm still a bit drunk (I'm lucky cause this happens more often than hangovers for me ) I'll read through threads and giggle like a lunatic at basically everything usually while chugging energy drink and junk food
Sometimes I hate it, because I think "what am I doing with my life? Why am I wasting so much time discussing such pointless things?" I read teenage gay boys fighting over pop stars, bringing up endless statistics to try and tell other people that their personal opinions are wrong, without realising they're just being biased, and I think "I'm too old for this ****."
But the past 5 days I've felt my depression coming back for the first time in over a year. I went to gay pride/Mardi Gras on the weekend and relapsed. I did drugs and drank a lot and blacked out. And from the few memories I still have, I did some really, really embarrassing stuff, in front of every gay guy in Sydney. It's nice to just come here and talk to strangers about something that I'm really interested in. A hobby that no one in my real life seems to be that interested in. I dunno. It's kinda nice to just have you guys here to talk to as a distraction for when **** isn't going so well.