There is a gay party in one club tonight in the town that I am studying (It's in the Netherlands) and I don't have anyone to go with

And I don't wanna go alone cuz It'd be my first gay club party and I don't wanna go on my own..

**** my life.
I saw on FB 500-600 people going and I checked 'em they are all around my age (from 17 to 24 and of course there were some 35+

) and a lot of girls which is cool, but yeah I would probably not enjoy it if I go alone, I just wanna party I am not going to look for guys, tho of course i wouldn't mind that
Good thing I am also invited to a House party and at least a lot of my friends are goin there. . . but when will I go to a gay club
The point is that i've seen quite some guys checkin me out in the gym and we've had eye contact etc. and yet I don't live a "gay" lifestyle u know

I am almost like a str8 guy and because I am not actually straight, I am living more of an Introvert life u know ...

I'm so weird.