I've found that I can never have a close friend because I'm an introvert and I need time constantly to be alone and recharge. After a while everything just pisses me off so much. People don't really understand this and so they don't see me as people they call and hang out with. I see people at school, but once I'm not there no one says a word to me.
I am like 63% Introvert and 37% Extrovert it's really weird I don't often have anxiety, I am really cool with people etc. and everyone always wants me EVERYWHERE cuz they have so much fun with me, but most of the times I am just like "I don't feel like going srry" and they get mad at me cuz I do that very often And i don't like being lonely, but I love being alone ...
No, I'm a loner and yet I'm still surrounded by friends all the time. It gives me a sense of schadenfreude knowing there are a bunch of friendless extroverts out there.
I don't often have anxiety, I am really cool with people etc. and everyone always wants me EVERYWHERE cuz they have so much fun with me, but most of the times I am just like "I don't feel like going srry" and they get mad at me cuz I do that very often 
And i don't like being lonely, but I love being alone ...