Tbh, I don't know, I think I'm a reasonably, attractive guy (5/10) and recently one of the managers of my department said that I've got good skin and people are always telling me that I've nice, tanned skin.
I once said to my Mum last year that I think I'm ugly and she said to me that I'm a handsome guy and all the girls at her work would say that I was really charming and attractive as a kid. I was doubtful and she said why would they lie and what would they have to gain, by telling her that.
I would say that accepting myself is really hard and not easy at all and everyday is a challenge, even a friend described me as photogenic and I didn't believe her. I hate taking selfies and I don't like 95% of my pictures I've been tagged in, even my profile picture on Facebook is from 2008
I don't smoke or do drugs or even drink much alcohol or eat much fried food but there's things I can do to help like eating less sugar, getting more sleep, drinking more water and going to gym (which I'll do this year) which will help.
This year, I hope to feel better, happier, empowered, confident and love myself, because how can you expect people to love you, if you can't even love yourself first.
