I've been trying, and, well..

This is really random (but honestly, Random isn't necessarily unusual coming from me)

Damn,I'm looking back at this Charm School game I dropped out of almost two years ago.

My decision to drop out was more than just for 'job hunting' purposes; but I'm sure the judges of that game already knew.First of all, I rarely (and I do mean RARELY) ever visit the games section. The commitment isn't necessarily there for me at this point in time, and honestly, it might be part of a bigger problem for me in general.

All of that aside, I was recommended via inbox to that game and being the total pushover that I am, I didn't say no, thus my rather thoughtless entry into the competition. The first (and only) challenge I did in that game was OBVIOUSLY a half-assed attempt, and accordingly reeked (and judged) like so. By the time I already got dragged/read for my sloppy attempt at the first challenge on this game, I was putting in applications for work and figuring out how the hell I was going to get some confidence for any upcoming positions in the event I get called for an interview.I ended up doing the unthinkable; I cut my losses and quit while I was ahead.


I kinda regret signing up for the game in the first place. Sure I'm a mess, in fact I'm a mess that nobody on this site really uses, and while I do feel kind of lonely here sometimes, I've learned to cope with it.I am sorry for wasting everyone's time and efforts on Charm School when I wasn't even interested in in the first place.I feel like No pun intended it's something I'm going to have to figure out and learn on my own.

Y'all ignore me,I'm just thinking out loud.

like when someone posted that 10 minute train wreck as the best song of 2015 i tried to listen and it literally sounds like she's a 4 month old trying to speak wtf is she saying

I need to go to sleep

This is true kinda, irl I'll never say anything outright but there are some instances when my moods really control and overtake me.

i love the effort you just put into a post containing 3 paragraphs about a charm school game on an online pop forum

Uptown Funk is overrated tbh

let me do a little research and I'll get back to ya!

So I guess I'll go see irl so you can't say no to me.
Can I stay with you for a few days? If you don't have a couch, that's fine. We can share your bed.

I know it isn't that serious. It's just me "thinking out loud"

I need to be needed 24/7?

Where's that gif of that old woman waving out the window

I need it

I dropped out of that same game too, omg

I need the sleet to go somewhere else. I mean, REALLY. Last time it sleeted I was:

Not One
Not Two

But THREE hours LATE to work.In those three hours,I took my happy ass down to the Waffle House to get me an All Star special.

But if I find you can I stay at your place?