I don't want to be in a relationship at the moment. I'm out, but I still live at home, and I wouldn't feel comfortable introducing a guy to my parents while I still live at home. I don't know why. Also there's no way he'd be allowed to stay over. That would just be weird and uncomfortable. My mum's 64, and "sex before marriage" is something that she's had to change her mind on at some point in her life. She slept with my dad before they got married, but that was in the 70s and he's been her only one, so she's kind of traditional in that sense, but she realises the next generations are way more sexually liberal than older generations. But yeah, my siblings never had people stay over the night when they lived at home, so I doubt the gay son would be allowed to have someone over.
I have a crush though. And that hasn't happened to me in a long time. And for the first time, he's not 10 years older than me. He's actually 3 years younger. I have a crush on a 19 year old. He's still a bodybuilder, ofc
But he's also not out. I can't emphasise how beautiful this guy is though. He's seriously perfect. I want him hahahaha
