I'm very introvert, for example someone could give me a million dollars and I'd be really happy but not be able to show it.
Like my aunt bought me a coat last month and I was so happy with it but wasn't able to thank her correctly, all that came out was a 'thank u' and awkward hug.
And also I'm very afraid of situations I make up myself, something very simple like going to a teacher to ask something can wreck me.
It has held me from doing many things and taking chances in my life, the thing is I know it's holding me back but I won't do anything about it.
Seems like you have anxiety. Go to a doctor for it sis. It's completely normal.
I don't like talking to ppl for to long, and I distance myself from people. If you do something stupid I'll probably just never talk to you again. This is probably why I have 2 people I can count on and a bunch of acquaintances
I'm severely impatient. "Why aren't we moving?" "Let's get going!" I like life to be fast, hard and fun. Can cause issues with more sedate personalities.
