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this year was lying on my back, in a pool in rome on my lunch break
it was walking through glasgow late, treading the same loop of worn stones, hearing a busker sing royals and being sure i was dreaming
it was stumbling through paris at 5am, too time-twisted to sleep. it was creeping through palais de tokyo, trying not to wake up people in sleeping bags
it was the year of peering through windows into beautiful rooms, and realizing as the year slipped away that i was in that room now, not looking in
it was crying alone in hotels while the sun came up
it was the year of people talking trash, a hundred empty compliments. it was the year of genuine love
it was rushing in a car through the mexico dusk to a private plane, to a stage with some heroes on it
it was being rushed through the night in dozens of cars, sometimes lonely, or so, so happy
it was back entrances and superstars and hotel floors just for us
it was tumbling out of a party with a light-up floor in los angeles, the night my life changed
it was jumping off bully point
it was shucking scallops with my parents, and walking in the wilderness, watching water trickle down a cliff through succulents and ferns
it was driving through paris to a festival into brilliant green leaves all around, and videoing it on my phone
it was being pulled up on a stage in the desert, dancing, watching my friends and the lights
it was performing on that same stage, hearing the voices
it was all the stages we played, a hundred crowds, a thousand moments of reaching out, and how it was religion
it was the year of setting alarms for times i didn’t think imaginable, 3am, 4am. it was sleeping on command and jerking awake, upright
it was feeling like ****
it was feeling like pure heaven
it was the backs and sides and fronts of theatres, venues, streets, holding hands and kissing cheeks and talking for hours
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it was loving you.
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thankyou for this, this year of my life. i’m gonna play it on a loop in my head forever. i’ll see you on the other side.
xox
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Such a cute note 
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