Reading this thread is giving me a bit of an anxiety attack, omg.
I'm horribly afraid of death, not because of how it will happen but because of where we go afterwards, which I believe is nowhere. You have no consciousness and that's just the end, you never exist again. That scares the **** out of me, and it could happen at any time. Every time I think about not existing and all my brain activity ceasing to exist completely I get really bad anxiety so I probably shouldn't have clicked on this thread lol but yeah it's horrible. I don't know how anyone could not be afraid of death, I think they must be lying.
I already know how I'm going die. I'll be home alone wearing something really luxurious waiting for my man to arrive when I get a call from him and he says, "I can't see you anymore, I'm going to stay with my wife". And I throw the phone across the room, grab the bottle of pills and put half of them in my mouth, then I take the glass full of wine and drink it all to help the pills go down. Then I drop the glass and it shatters beautifully around me as I slowly fall to my death in the most elegant pose.
Terrible. Evrytime I think about the fact that we could die anytime I swear WHY???? I am not going to die in PAIN or in a terrible ACCIDENT. I need to slowly fall into deep sleep and die without knowing of course with someone I love next to me.
of course with someone I love next to me.