Sometimes I feel like I might have BDD or something. I feel like the ugliest person on the planet, when I'm feeling really bad I hide my face from people. I hate wearing short sleeves too, and I can never wear my glasses any time besides in the dark otherwise I get very anxious.

But anyhow, on that mirror note, I either am frequently checking my reflection and fixing my hair, etc. or avoiding mirrors. [The longest one of those avoiding-mirrors periods was a week, I was 14.

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I do not understand how anyone can be so crazy confident in their appearance. I just do not get it.