No, sometimes I think my existence has no purpose

no, but I should be

Yes, you have every right to be

not at all tbh :/ i need to build some self confidence so i can stop being so negative all the time

no and i dont think that i ever will be. I just have the personality where im never satisfied. and i will always compare myself to others

From june i feel very satisfied with myself - the looks, the brains and my values ... I guess that comes with age because i'm now 22 although they are still days when i ask myself what am i doing with my life , is this who i want to be , ect but those days are not that often as they were before