Wow tonight was a disappointing mess. Never have saxy with more than one person cause you may be overshadowed the entire night like I was

this uglee completely blocked the magic between the other person whom I actually care about. Oh well. And to think that was the last time I saw him before he moves states... sad. We planned to go all the way tonight in a hotel JUST THE TWO OF US!!! but we couldn't find a hotel and that uglee bitch begged to be dragged along with us. Grr

and stole him from me. Oh well. Now time to get the bus / train for and hour and fifteen minutes than walk 10km back to my house in the midnight pouring rain with no umbrella or jumper
I just wish it was just between me and him like we texted each other all the things we'd do but was sabotaged by an uglee ****