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Originally posted by Guernica
My weight constantly fluctuates in a 15 pound frame. So like I'm constantly gaining and losing up to 15 pounds and I can't seem to get it to stay steady. I didn't even realize how much I think about my weight until today, when I was feeling bad because I drank some soda and I thought of how much weight I was going to gain from it and how much I hated myself for drinking it even though I probably won't even gain a pound. And I'm always noticing how my clothes fit, seeing if they feel tighter or looser. It's like this pretty much every day. I can't imagine not even worrying about weight at all and how freeing that must be to not worry about gaining weight.  |
Oh same! I usually stay around the range of 150-170.
and yup. Thats basically me. I ate a burger yesterday and basically didn't eat anything else the rest of the day from feeling guilty
People who eat what ever they want and don't get fat<<<<<<<<<<<<< Lucky bitches
but I can never just enjoy a meal and not think about it afterwards ya know.
(sorry wonderlust if you see this 
) Where my formerly fat and trying to keep the weight off sisters at