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Discussion: What secret would ruin your life if it came out?
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My parents finding out about my sexuality.
Although I already told an (ex) friend about it a while ago and god knows how many people he's told. He's trash and now I have no friends 
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Originally posted by Topherfy
Well, if I tell you, then it would ruin my life.
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Originally posted by MillionLights
I kinda like Pitbull's new song
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people like you make me sick 
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Originally posted by Solopop
We were building a new house and mum was checking it out and parked the car near the construction site. I was messing around and threw a brick at it, smashing the wind screen. When everyone came around, I said I saw the mexican laborer throw it at the car. They called the police and it turns out his family had entered the country illegally and got him, his wife and 3 kids deported.
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nn i just cannot
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Member Since: 12/7/2010
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Originally posted by Rihinvention
I just remembered a pretty big secret that I thought was going to ruin my life back in 2009 in my last year of high school. It was that I was gay, but the circumstances in which I thought I was about to get outed were so bad.
One day at recess I was in the library with my friends and I left my external hard drive plugged in to one of the library's computers. I walked out and then realised I'd left it plugged in. So I ran back in and it was gone. Someone had obviously taken it. Anyway, it no joke had like 40gb of hardcore gay ****graphy on it. I remember it was buried deep in folders that were titled "School Notes > Economics > 001498 > Back-up > What I aspire to look like"  I was still semi in denial about being gay. I'd sort of convinced myself that I was attracted to big, muscley guys because I was jealous of them and that's what I wanted to look like. I didn't see myself as gay, I thought it was just body envy, and that I wanted to look like them. That's how I first started looking at guys and then I just got more addicted. So I had this folder titled "What I Aspire To Look Like" that started off as photos of shirtless muscle guys and eventually grew into the biggest gay **** collection of all time.
Anyway, I went to the vice principal in tears hahaha. I was in my final year of high school, so I told him that my hard drive had all my assignments and notes for my final exams on it. It didn't. But I was panicking and I had to get it back, or I faced being outed in the most humiliating way possible. He made announcements over the loud speaker that whoever had stolen it had to return it. during lunch.
By the end of lunch, it hadn't been returned. The vice principal could see how distraught I was, so during period 5, he ordered that teachers in every classroom conducted a bag-search of every student's school bag and pockets. It wasn't found, so then in period 6, all the students in year 7, 8 and 9 were called out on to the main yard. They got a free period but they had to search the school ground for my hard drive. Which meant that approximately 500 Catholic school students aged between 12 and 15 were roaming the school grounds looking for 400+ videos of muscley, gay bodybuilders ****ing each other up the arse.
I didn't go back to school for like 2 weeks afterwards. I was so depressed and I was so embarrassed that someone in my grade (especially one of my bullies) had found it and I was going to be outed. I was paranoid that it had already happened, and that the teachers had called an assembly to tell the students not to gossip about it, or make fun of me for it, for fear that I would have killed myself. The worst part was, I couldn't open up to anyone or tell anyone what had happened or what was going on. I honestly believe that if I was outed, I would have killed myself. I was too young and I wasn't even ready to accept myself as gay, let alone tell anyone else about it.
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I would kill myself if my hard work just went ****ing... I mean... 40GB of ****, sis, it will take weeks to rebuild your videography 
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Member Since: 12/7/2010
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Originally posted by Solopop
We were building a new house and mum was checking it out and parked the car near the construction site. I was messing around and threw a brick at it, smashing the wind screen. When everyone came around, I said I saw the mexican laborer throw it at the car. They called the police and it turns out his family had entered the country illegally and got him, his wife and 3 kids deported.
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I know it may sound rude but i SCREAMED 
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Originally posted by BambiStar
That I'm actually Liam Payne lurking this site to see who's fat shaming me 
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Hi 
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Member Since: 12/7/2010
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I was running a blog about a woman who was cheating on her husband with a handsome guy. I pretended to be both of the lovers and they were sharing their sexual experiences with readers. It was even worse than 50 Shades of Grey. The blog got extremely popular and had few million views. It even went viral and caused a discussion about being faithful in a relationship. I received so many messages from women who were also cheating on their husbands and even from cheating males. I was even asked if i wanted to write a book. Some people know the blog is fake, yet the vast majority think they really exist. And I stopped writing bc I felt like my life was a big lie and if someone found out (I received several threatening messages that they were trying to find out who i was) I would be screwed
I even started writing a book yet stopped since it was too pervert, too explicit. I think about coming back to writing the blog and maybe publishing a book telling the story of their relationship...
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Member Since: 9/1/2013
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Originally posted by Rihinvention
I just remembered a pretty big secret that I thought was going to ruin my life back in 2009 in my last year of high school. It was that I was gay, but the circumstances in which I thought I was about to get outed were so bad.
One day at recess I was in the library with my friends and I left my external hard drive plugged in to one of the library's computers. I walked out and then realised I'd left it plugged in. So I ran back in and it was gone. Someone had obviously taken it. Anyway, it no joke had like 40gb of hardcore gay ****graphy on it. I remember it was buried deep in folders that were titled "School Notes > Economics > 001498 > Back-up > What I aspire to look like"  I was still semi in denial about being gay. I'd sort of convinced myself that I was attracted to big, muscley guys because I was jealous of them and that's what I wanted to look like. I didn't see myself as gay, I thought it was just body envy, and that I wanted to look like them. That's how I first started looking at guys and then I just got more addicted. So I had this folder titled "What I Aspire To Look Like" that started off as photos of shirtless muscle guys and eventually grew into the biggest gay **** collection of all time.
Anyway, I went to the vice principal in tears hahaha. I was in my final year of high school, so I told him that my hard drive had all my assignments and notes for my final exams on it. It didn't. But I was panicking and I had to get it back, or I faced being outed in the most humiliating way possible. He made announcements over the loud speaker that whoever had stolen it had to return it. during lunch.
By the end of lunch, it hadn't been returned. The vice principal could see how distraught I was, so during period 5, he ordered that teachers in every classroom conducted a bag-search of every student's school bag and pockets. It wasn't found, so then in period 6, all the students in year 7, 8 and 9 were called out on to the main yard. They got a free period but they had to search the school ground for my hard drive. Which meant that approximately 5 00 Catholic school students aged between 12 and 15 were roaming the school grounds looking for 400+ videos of muscley, gay bodybuilders ****ing each other up the arse.
I didn't go back to school for like 2 weeks afterwards. I was so depressed and I was so embarrassed that someone in my grade (especially one of my bullies) had found it and I was going to be outed. I was paranoid that it had already happened, and that the teachers had called an assembly to tell the students not to gossip about it, or make fun of me for it, for fear that I would have killed myself. The worst part was, I couldn't open up to anyone or tell anyone what had happened or what was going on. I honestly believe that if I was outed, I would have killed myself. I was too young and I wasn't even ready to accept myself as gay, let alone tell anyone else about it.
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I just can't.
Thank god they didn't find it
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Member Since: 4/3/2014
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Originally posted by OnlyManInTheWorld
I would kill myself if my hard work just went ****ing... I mean... 40GB of ****, sis, it will take weeks to rebuild your videography 
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Seriously though, I just started streaming after that.
I was more concerned about the fact that I thought I was about to get outed.
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I used to save the audio from YT videos and listen to them on my iPod. A 128kb mess that I'm forever ashamed of.
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Quote:
Originally posted by Rihinvention
I just remembered a pretty big secret that I thought was going to ruin my life back in 2009 in my last year of high school. It was that I was gay, but the circumstances in which I thought I was about to get outed were so bad.
One day at recess I was in the library with my friends and I left my external hard drive plugged in to one of the library's computers. I walked out and then realised I'd left it plugged in. So I ran back in and it was gone. Someone had obviously taken it. Anyway, it no joke had like 40gb of hardcore gay ****graphy on it. I remember it was buried deep in folders that were titled "School Notes > Economics > 001498 > Back-up > What I aspire to look like"  I was still semi in denial about being gay. I'd sort of convinced myself that I was attracted to big, muscley guys because I was jealous of them and that's what I wanted to look like. I didn't see myself as gay, I thought it was just body envy, and that I wanted to look like them. That's how I first started looking at guys and then I just got more addicted. So I had this folder titled "What I Aspire To Look Like" that started off as photos of shirtless muscle guys and eventually grew into the biggest gay **** collection of all time.
Anyway, I went to the vice principal in tears hahaha. I was in my final year of high school, so I told him that my hard drive had all my assignments and notes for my final exams on it. It didn't. But I was panicking and I had to get it back, or I faced being outed in the most humiliating way possible. He made announcements over the loud speaker that whoever had stolen it had to return it. during lunch.
By the end of lunch, it hadn't been returned. The vice principal could see how distraught I was, so during period 5, he ordered that teachers in every classroom conducted a bag-search of every student's school bag and pockets. It wasn't found, so then in period 6, all the students in year 7, 8 and 9 were called out on to the main yard. They got a free period but they had to search the school ground for my hard drive. Which meant that approximately 500 Catholic school students aged between 12 and 15 were roaming the school grounds looking for 400+ videos of muscley, gay bodybuilders ****ing each other up the arse.
I didn't go back to school for like 2 weeks afterwards. I was so depressed and I was so embarrassed that someone in my grade (especially one of my bullies) had found it and I was going to be outed. I was paranoid that it had already happened, and that the teachers had called an assembly to tell the students not to gossip about it, or make fun of me for it, for fear that I would have killed myself. The worst part was, I couldn't open up to anyone or tell anyone what had happened or what was going on. I honestly believe that if I was outed, I would have killed myself. I was too young and I wasn't even ready to accept myself as gay, let alone tell anyone else about it.
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Mess.
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Member Since: 1/1/2014
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Originally posted by Yzma
I have a 12 inch ***** hidden in my room 
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