I used to be fem when I was young. I literally was a girl. Played with Barbies, etc. Everybody thought I was gay when I was young. As soon as I got to middle school, I changed overnight. Now til this day, I don't have any gay friends, only straight. I never been to a gay club or even touched a gay guy before. I don't act, dress, or talk like my sisters or even do GayCat poses in front of mirrors. I tried watching Gay **** but it grosses me out at the end and I end up feeling guilty. I'm confused, wtf lol

If I was going to change, I would've done it by now. Adolescence is the hardest time for that ****, but past a certain age, nobody cares if you're a little girlier than most

How can I be positive when feminine guys are being mocked or beat up every day?

How can I love myself if nobody else does?

I don't act masculine but I don't act feminine either. I could pass for straight or gay tbh

I like my feminine self
Not going to lie though, I'd love to be able to put on a convincing 'masculine' facade though. For personal gain