Quite often and I feel disgusted with myself for it

Nope.

I'm sad sometimes, but I don't think it is necessary to kill myself. Just think of all the great things that will be missed in the future.

Not anymore

Not often.

Yes. I've never gone past minor self harm but I hated myself for, well, hating myself and have since stopped and used other, safer methods to vent out those thoughts.

Was it hard to stop? I feel very awkward talking about it, but sometimes I self harm too, and like, I don't think I could control it.

Yes, every minute of every day, and I hate it. The only thing keeping me from doing anything is the thought of traumatizing my family and friends.

Omg yes, definitely. When things get really bad I literally think to myself "At least I have Michael and his music". He never fails to make me smile.

Yeah. It was actually something very recent too, so I can understand the impulse when you just feel like you are spinning out of control. A brisk walk with music has been helping me lately. Or starting a new project, a new story, or maybe messaging an old friend at night. Something to make you excited. I'm bipolar, so I get these manic attacks that are followed by depression that can just be KILLER.

You just got to find something that will help keep your mind off of it.

I used to occasionally, but I'm pretty okay right now.

But for real, if you actually have constant bad suicidal thoughts please get help

This. Except while I was ready to kill myself by drowning myself, I stopped myself because I held onto hope.

I used to but I figured out that we are so incredibly lucky to exist. I try to live my life for others without my privileges and to help those in need as well.

So you are really happy periods? Is that fun?

I used to a lot but not so much anymore. They still crop up every now and then though.