Does that mean he wants me to man up and act "more" straight?

Nobody knows I'm bi in real life but I know a lot of people who are questioning my sexuality either by directly asking me(happens rarely though) or in their heads.

To those people, I just have to say this:

B**** leave me alone, I'm already having trouble with life in general(Who doesn't lol). You're just making it worse. Whether If I want to come out or not is not your problem. I'm actually happy the way it is. My Jessie J feels is so strong that I might end up marrying a cute girl in the future and start a normal family. That's been my dream ever since.

So guys do you think that's what he probably meant?

Inb4 the green jokes, let's not.

I think this should be in the blogs section

edit: go if you want, not for him but yourself.

Awwwww sis

You should hit the gym anyway. Everyone should. Bi's and tri's get the guys.

no no my grandma used to tell me I needto loose my bum because it looks like a girls bum when I was only 12 ish jonny: lol!it thik he just wants you to bulk up and get fit. maybe he used to do sports so he wants you to be sportive like him

Maybe that too. But I'm not skinny nor am I even considered chubby. Just in the middle.

Maybe I'm thinking too much. Maybe Im just paranoid.......

Lol were you too tight?

i think he was calling you fat instead of gay.

He was like that typical Alpha male/leader of the group social type of guy so I would understand. And I'm the exact opposite of him but just smarter.

That's why I am hesitant when I say Mariah is my fave, cause....

Tell your Grandad what you tell everybody

Tbh.

Do want you want with your body

lmao! omg I ment LOSE! NOT LOOSE LMAOO

You shading your own grandpa
What's your height and weight maybe your just skinny as ****?

I wish it was that easy to "express myself" but there's too much at stake and to lose.


I'm actually on the lean/healthy side, but not super skinny.

Lol. 5'10" and 145 lbs. Ain't that bad. but why??? I'm so paranoid by his statements that I think there is a hidden message behind it..

My parents also tell me to go to the gym because I'm really skinny

That probably is what he meant but don't take it too seriously. If you don't want to go to the gym than don't

Is he one of the people questioning your sexuality too?

Probably in his head. When I was in 6th grade I heard one of his friends when they were drinking that I need to "man up" or else I'll turn gay or something. I looked at his face with disappointment. Like his face was telling him that there's nothing I can do about since he's my grandson. And I was actually touched by it. I know for a fact he will accept me cause he's an open minded person, but I really dont want to be a disgrace to this "family" and "clan".... sighss...



Thanks sis. You must probably relate to my rants. And I could make a novel of my life. tbh.
#Novelist Chanteuse.