Originally posted by Alystar

Twice. Actually the first was a failed attempt of me taking the same pills instead of doing a cocktail, and the second was a thought of jumping through a great height. I dabbled in self harm as well but not to slit my wrist just to ease the pain. I tend to get those suicidal tendencies from time to time especially when I'm distraught or brought down or extremely alone. I did therapy and took meds but it never worked out well for me. What is worse for me is when I used to get pills for my disorders, I used to mess with pills that would leave me feeling like zombie, or simply too ill to walk without feeling pain as if I'm about to lose my body.

Originally posted by seaɴ.

I know how you feel - i'm weaning off my zombie inducing medication right now.