Been burned a lot in your life and times?

Spent precious years wrapped up in fear? With no end in sight?

idk tbh....im still deciding if I did or not...oh I guess I answered the question since if I did I would have known from the get go...so the answer is

no I guess

ya no

What is love?

Yes. My ex didn't value me enough and was probably seeking other guys behind my back. I didn't know that because we didn't live in the same town. After I broke up with him for being careless about me, and just into sex and worthless piece of trash, I thought I found someone right until we hooked up and next thing you know he broke up with me the worst and trashiest way a ***** coward would.

Currently, I'm in this sort-off relationship "Online relationship" which a much older guy (39) which is going on and off . I really don't see it any better than my previous relationship cause all the admiration for that person's personality or looks has gone and he breaks up with me every time I say something that he doesn't like, but I can't see myself being with someone else, so I will hold on into it until I completely give in from relationships, or find someone who would totally value me.

I'm really not shallow so I admire a good personality before looks. All I want is a guy who goes out with me and takes me to places and does stuff together and in the night we become intimate and make sweet love together.

Yes. But I found my saving grace within you.

Awww you're a Kat, Kats usually want monogamous relationships? I've tried to erase past relationship from my memory because they were all crap and I was very immature. In the past 6 months I feel that I have grown up so much and I just want to cherish the time I spend with my boyfriend. Guys are thirsty and gross but I promise that you will find a great guy. You just have to keep looking no matter how much you want to stop.

Well I've only ever had one boyfriend and that's been for two years (two years is a long time in the gay community/ gay dating life tbh). though there has been times where I really questioned whether it was really unconditional. But now i'm enraged to him and i'm actually moving in with him this July. So yeah i guess you can say i have loved a lot but been hurt a lot as well.