Same like I'm always worried that my friends talk bad about me behind my back and actually hate me. Like this one time one of my friends told me someone at school called me annoying but she forgot who and I worried for like 2 weeks about who she was talking about
yeah, and every time they don't seem to be trying enough to talk to me i feel like they're getting bored of me or don't like me anymore
And it just started raining heavily and there is also lightning to accompany the thunder, that storm just materialized out of nowhere. Better make sure neither of my cats are outside, they wouldn't be too happy about being stuck in that