I envied my cousins ever since I was a child since they have always taken the spotlight in everything. :weep: Usually, when I won medals in swimming competitions they always overshadows me with their talents (some of my relatives in my home country are basketball players and some studies at famous universities). They are usually praised by my uncles and aunties, while I....well let´s just say I´m just ignored and being critiqued by how much food I´m eating during my early childhood and my teenage years which led to be an anti-social person during family events.
All in all, I just hated the fact that they have so much talent and always being praised by their superiority while I....always left behind in their shadows.

I really envy for my families attention.
Have you envied your relatives?