the first human who i deepl fell in love was a girl... i f*** want her.. love her so much.. day dreaming about her, and then one day there's this friend of mine, we were in a room, he kiss me here and there.. it felt so good, i was 14 back then.. and i love it, we kept doing that s*** and sometimes felt guilty and i always try to resist him and i'm scared of him will spread the gay stuff we did.. and i left my home town and i'm still confuse which sexuality i'm fit in... i enjoy both, i have a girl friend and a boy friend at the same time right now.
Maybe if that accident didn't happen, there's no way i'll have this lust for male...