Long story short, I'm bisexual. Ever since I was 5, I played with my sister's freakin Barbies Anyways, yes my parents have questioned my orientation and I would lie to them and say I'm straight. The reason why is because when I was young at age 5 , I was bullied, abused, sexually molested by men and women (which I think made me turn Bi, I'm not too sure), made fun of for being girly. All this stuff that's happened to me still haunts me. Also, my older brother didn't like that I was girly, but he later forgave me and accepted me, and then he was murdered I'm in the closet and my parents are against gays/lesbians. I have nothing but straight guy friends, which is hard because I always have a crush on them but they like girls, I'd think my life would be a lot easier if I was born a female, I'd be getting all kinds of straight D I'm not gonna come out the closet, it'll be worse than how it is right now. I rather die in the closet tbfh. Am I the only one feeling this way? Wishing you were born a female? If not, straight male? I'm pretty sure guys that are out the closet don't care since they get the D anyways

I'm thinking about training myself to watch lesbian **** and turn fully straight, tbfh.

Poor sis ...no! I'm on the right track baby I was BORN THIS WAY

You don't want to be female, you're just struggling with self-acceptance. When I was younger I remember wishing I wasn't who I was, but you move past it.

Sis, you only need to calm down and find out who you really are. Don't force yourself to do something you don't really want to do because it's going to turn your life into hell.

I don't think I could cope with the period pains x

Sometimes I think that I would make a better girl than any of the ones that I know but I'm fine with being a man

Plus the cons of being a woman <<<

wait how old are you?? dont say stuff like you would rather die than come out. its really not that bad,

personally im gay and NO i dont wish i was a woman. i love being a guy and i like who i am. i wouldnt be who i am if i was straight. Give it time sis, living a lie is the worse thing you can do to yourself

You sound like you need a hug. I wanna hug you so bad.

That's cute of you.

Yes tbh.

The world is so cruel.

I'm sorry you're going through it. I hope you'll eventually get yourself into a situation where you can be who you really are.

if you need someone to talk to im here baby!

Sometimes, I do

Thanks

I am really sorry for you, bro.

To answer your question: I am gay, and I am happy to be a gay male because I like to be who I am. But as a kid I always felt on the outside because I was a "girly boy", too, and wasn't in line with the other children that surrounded me. I remember not necessarily wishing but thinking that it would be way easier for me if I had been born a girl. I thought I would be accepted for who I am if I had only been a girl. So I can relate to you and how you feel.

How old are you?

How is this funny that his brother was murdered?

You're really beeing insensitive.

I'm not gay but it would be amazing to switch back and forth I'd sure make use of that ability