I had a phase when I was 16 that I was always watching murder and torture vids
Also CP, "jailbait" and necrofilia, basically all kinds of nasty and illegal stuff
Still remember a video that a guy was
tied up to a chair and starts to get pierced with a screws driver all over his body and finally in the eyes
There are a lot of video from mexican drug killings that they cut people alive in to pieces with chainsaws
These stuffs are very strong, it get craved in to your brain forever
I still remenber a mexican video with a guy tied to a tree saying "no me mates, no me mates,..." and them they decapitate him, it probably the most desperate voice Ive ever heard, really deep sh*t, an actor could never reach such voice
I had a phase when I was 16 that I was always watching murder and torture vids
Also CP, "jailbait" and necrofilia, basically all kinds of nasty and illegal stuff