I try not to. I know if I do, I'll notice something off and I'll have to fix it.
But if I don't look at myself in the mirror, I always feel like there might be something wrong, and it'll bug me until I do look at myself. I try to distract myself when that happens. So its a catch 22 essentially.
I think I may have slight body dysmorphia, but Im fighting it.
All those years as a kid being emotionally abused and judged on everything really took a toll on me. It didn't give me a thicker skin, quite the opposite actually.
But I'm trying me best to feel better about myself and not care as much. I'll get there, I know it.
