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Originally posted by Timber
the male genitalia?
I 100% hate it and I also hate the female genetalia. I think they're both disgusting.
I do, however, still find some men to be very attractive (especially ones who are very muscular), but I have never fallen in love with any.
I generally do not find woman attractive, but I have loved 3 woman, I just can't help but think about them all the time in a respective period in my life.(I get extremely embarrassed whenever I had to talk to them; I kid you not. I cried for the first and only time at school when I found out my first love would leave the next day)
Anyways, I guess my real question is, based on my description, what am I classified as? And what would you do in my situation?(I've never dated anyone cuz I'm too shy and confused)
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Take your time, there's no rush. You're 20 and just not sexually ready yet. If you're going, "eww, eww...that's disgusting."...you haven't met the right person to truly turn you on. Do you find yourself attracted to guys or girls? Once you find the guy or girl you like...once you really get into it...you'll see...sex is not something to think about, "is it disgusting?" it's about getting lost in the moment.
I'm gay, and could tell you...when I was between 20-23; i was active, but didn't get why i was doing, what i was doing. Wasn't sure if i was just being disgusting. I say; 20-23 was my denial stage.
Before i knew it; i stopped judging myself and learned that sex is natural. Once you are ready to explore YOUR sexual side; you just have to let go of all thought, judgement. No questions, worries...
Maybe use a blindfold....(in my case, a good hit of poppers helps too)!