No I live a very pure and clean life. I take care of my sick mom and my nephew when my sister's at school; and work. I have that to be proud of . My grandmother who i helped until she died said on her death bed that my mission in life was to take care of people. So I feel like I'm fulfilling that.
Yes. I tried to make it better by being a decent student and maintaining a social life but for the past year I feel like my body has been attacking itself. I am empty and have too many physical problems to ever amount to anything right now. I can't breathe, think clearly, my back is ****ed, etc. and it's just going to get worse.
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