Have you? I have, and I know it will eventually happen. Oh and I dont want any pity, its not a threaf for that, just curiosity.

Yes, plenty of times. I went through a rough couple of years but it's turning around now.

Also, don't do it. Just because you might feel bad now doesn't mean you will feel the same in a year. Never give up.

Need someone to talk to? I'm feeling a bit lonely too. Been a rough year.

Yes actually. Back in 2012... I used to cut and once I took like 6 advil pills

It was a really dark time in my life tbh. But I'm all happy now! I mean there's ups and downs, sometimes even more downs but things are much better now.

Also you really shouldn't... I mean keep telling yourself that tomorrow will get better. And you know what? Someday tomorrow WILL be better and you'll be happy you didn't.

all the time because of my debilitating health problems but I'm too much of ***** to do it so eh

I have, when my health issues got really bad. I quit smoking and I became really positive.

Get out if you feel like mocking people because you don't know anything about others situations and how they feel. Disgusting.

Thankfully no. I did go through a horrible time of my life a few years back but it never got to that stage. I feel so sorry for anyone who has had these thoughts though, it must be the most difficult thing to try & overcome.

Yeah, It was really over whelming in 2011-2012 (I was actually hospitalized), but what kept me going was my love for movies, music, dance, and my friends and family and basically all of the amazing parts of the world that I haven't seen yet. It's still always a thought at the back of my mind, but I've learn how to keep going. As people always say, it's a permanent solution to a temporary problem. And it's not even a solution, it's more just like quitting.

Never.

Not to be insensitive, but y'all need to talk to someone.

No, I'm to weak for that.

Yes, I am now. Pretty, pretty close.

If anyone wants to talk, I'm a good listener. I've been/still going through a lot, so there's a big chance that I have already been there. Just pm me & I'll try my best.

I thought a lot about it but I was too cowardly to go through with it, so it never went beyond these thoughts.

I just felt lonely and like I didn't belong, that my life would never amount to anything, I'd never be happy. This happened at the top of 2011 and since then I haven't had any suicidal thoughts. In such a better place now and pretty content with life.

It's such a cliché thing to say but whatever the problem is, it really will get better with time.

Yes

I'm much better now though. It's a process, but it's worth it.

I fantasized about it pretty much all of last year, but I'm wasn't strong enough to actually go through it thankfully. I'm in a much happier head space now.

Unfortunately I came close twice, and both were very dark times in my life.

The first time was when I was still deep in the closet, and I brought my best friend to my camp with me. I was so in love with him that I couldn't maintain the feelings. So I decided to drink a lot of alcohol that night and take up cocaine.. I had multiple seizures that night and my twin and friend had to take care of me since no adults were around to even help me get out of the state. I wanted to die in that moment and never felt so alone.

The next time was accidental, two winters ago when I had my cutting problem I cut too deep into my arm and lost a substantial amount of blood. I was able to get it stitched up in time and heal. Shortly after that was when I came out to my mom and step-dad because I knew once they found out that I would be able to accept myself more.

From two near death experiences, please don't do it. It pained and scarred so many people around me and left me with such a negative opinion among anyone. It isn't worth it and when you're so close to death and feel it coming, it's the most terrifying feeling in the world.

I don't want to talk about it tonight. but I want to write on this thread just to show support to everyone who has gone through this. don't ever give up. sure its a lifelong battle for some but there really are better days to come. if it isnt your will to survive that will keep you on this earth then let's hope its your curiosity and hope for a better day that will keep you here I LOVE YOU ALL FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART! <3

No.

What?? Get over yourself, they weren't mocking anyone, good bye.